The dictionary wasn't as much help as I thought it might be when I looked up "convictions"; it says: a fixed or firm belief and gives such synonyms as : confidence , creed , doctrine , dogma , eye , faith , feeling , judgment call , mind , persuasion , principle , reliance , say so , sentiment , slant , tenet , view Those words are OK...but they feel a little "milk toast-esk" ~ have you had milk toast? When I was young, when we got sick we got milk toast...and it is just like what it sounds like ~ lightly toasted bread with milk poured over it. Yeah. As you eat it -- soggy bread not quite melting into the milk -- it looks like something to eat, but you realize it shouldn't ...
Reading the story of Ahab in a chunk, as it were, (instead of reading part of it one time, then another part -- or only reading only the part of the story referred to during a sermon) actually makes me feel uncomfortable. It is like this: have you ever watched a movie where one of the characters makes a stupid decision, or walks into a trap? OK, confession time: when that happens to me, I find myself yelling at the screen : "STOP! Don't do that!" -- or some equally inane warning. I bet you do too -- well maybe not you , but some people do. That is how I find myself feeling as I read this story -- only what I want to do is yell at God , "Just kill Ahab! He is going to go on being a jerk! What? You didn't kill him after that??? NO lightening? Really? He's not going to get it, God. He is a self-indulgent brat. YOU said he did more to provoke You than any other king of Israel before him...GIVE UP!" I want to yell this because God does not give up. Infact, ...
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